sugary angel wings

hello everyone,

pibble mommish here wiff some sad news

im sorry this blog has been so increadibly depressing as of late and i do try my very best to post happy making posts but sometimes life just throws stuff at us that we must endure. as you know i use this blog as a gateway for my ongoing grief and to process my day to day ups and downs with life without my fearless five.....our next bloggy will be most happy making i promise. bella and brinks will talk about what a great fun time they had at the valentines dance with their respective gorgeous dates but today i want to take a moment and dedicate this post to a very special doggie named SUGAR.
sugar was a doggie i rescued about five years ago...another pibble i came across in the streets. her case was not unusual for me....she was emaciated, terrified, and confused....from the minute that we rescued her she wanted nothing more than to give us kisses.....so she earned her name ....SUGAR....hers were the sweetest pibble kisses you can ask for.....she won the heart of my very best friend and when she bought her own house out in the country the first thing she did was come pick up her sugar. her husband a cop paraded sugar all around that small town of Anderson Texas and the whole family spoke to anyone who would listen about what a wonderful pibble she was......
DARIO her son was 8 months old when sugar adopted her family and they were inseparable....sugar was entrusted to sleep on his bed every night.... her mommy told me yesterday that she was her son's guardian angel from the very beginning......dario's dad will always tell the story of a strange man in a pickup truck asking his son to come get some candy from him a couple of years ago while he mowed the lawn....sugar immediately sensed the danger and grabbed dario by the back of his shorts with her mouth and dragged him in the gate... she then ran up to the truck and continued to furiously bark at the man.....my best friend saw all this through the kitchen window and ran outside by the time she got to the door the man in the pickup truck sped off... her husband ran to the front yard and asked what was going on and little dario told them that the man in the blue truck wanted to give him candy and for him to get in so he can pick one out...but mean ol sugar had pulled him in the yard and scared the man off......well needless to say mean ol sugar had probably saved his life and my best friend and her husband will never forget what sugar did that day for their little boy......
today i took the day off to go with my best friend to let sugar go.....she will be greeted at the bridge by the very best pibble committee in the world. my fearless five will shower her with sugars and welcome her home.....you see.....two days ago my best friend took sugar to the doctor and was told that she has a very advanced form of liver cancer.....to the point that its incurable....she was in so much pain and would have no quality of life anymore they had to make the tough decision we all hate to make....my best friend said she knew when she looked into her eyes that it was the right decision.....words cannot express how her son cried uncontrollably and held on to sugar that afternoon.....my heart broke over and over watching his pain because he was showing what i haven't been able to show all these weeks for my fearless five.....my best friend tried to tell him that sugar will still be with him everyday and every minute just as she always has been but the pain a dog like sugar leaves in her absence is enormous....
so my best friend took HER best friend today to the vet for the last time...and although it was the most painful thing she has ever had to do she stood there and held sugars hand and thank her softly in her ear for all she had given to her family the last five years.....
so this picture below is for sugar , my fearless five and all those who have been taken much too soon from us who loved them with all our broken hearts.....